9th of October 2009
 

My restless heart is waiting

and I’m anticipating

the love I know will be the perfect fit

No looking in the gutter

I’ll finally discover

the man I know I’m meant to end up with

All the searching

And the fighting

will all lead me

to the tresure

that’s been hiding

A treasure that I know will only be him

A treasure I won’t loose, but find it again and again

A treasure that I know can only be you

A treasure that is real

A treasure that’s honest and true

It can only be you.

9th of September 2009
 

I haven’t written anything in a long time.

I’m such a failure!

10th of July 2009
 

I’m sorry

I’m sitting here alone

lookin at the phone

thinkin when’s he comin home

i wanna call you baby

say “haven’t seen you lately,

so skip the store just come my way”

***

My heart stops

beating

When someone knocks

pleading

***

I’m sorry

to disturb you

but I have to

Saw the liscense

that led us here

now I fear

he is gone

he is gone

***

I’m crying here alone

and I’m clenching the phone

“I’m sorry sir you must be wrong,

Just called my baby see

he was talking to me

so your story cannot be”

***

“I’m sorry

to upset you

can I ask you

is this cell phone

from the victim

one you know”Alone

He left me alone

Now I’m screaming

and I’m crying

“What does this mean?”

“Ma’am we found this

on his finger,

a wedding ring”

He is gone

I’m alone

***

Then I saw him lifeless

I can’t go on like this

***

Lost my baby

in an instant

without consent

Now my heart

fills with longing

when he’s absent

my love’s gone

my loves strong

“I’m sorry”

(I was watching one of those primetime crime things and it was so terrible and sad, and that is what inspired this utterly depressing song)

 

Down

Yes it’s kinda depressing deal

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The water

is angry

There’s nobody

To save me

I’m going down

Down, down, down

The currents

Are pulling

I don’t what

I’m doing

I’m going down

Down, down, down

I’m drifting out into sea

Without a lifeboat

The more you’re not here with me

The farther I go

Down, down. Down, down

As rain hits

The water

The weight is

Getting harder

I’m drowning now

Now, now, now

I fill my lungs

With water

Breathing’s getting

Harder

I’m dying now

Now, now, now

I’m drifting out into sea

Without a lifeboat

The more you’re not here with me

The farther I go

Down, down. Down, down

Down now

I’m going down, down

Down…down

The  sun glitters and it shines above the water

The brightness reaches my eyes

I’m swimming harder

Now, now, now, now

I hear your voice  and it screams:

“Please forgive me,

I have such horrible dreams

Without you with me…

Come to me now,

Now, now, now”

I’m drifting out into sea

Without a life boat

Now that you’re here with me

I’ll never let go

I love you now

Now, now,now

Not going down. Down , down, down, down

9th of July 2009
 

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