9th of October 2009
My restless heart is waiting
and I’m anticipating
the love I know will be the perfect fit
No looking in the gutter
I’ll finally discover
the man I know I’m meant to end up with
All the searching
And the fighting
will all lead me
to the tresure
that’s been hiding
A treasure that I know will only be him
A treasure I won’t loose, but find it again and again
A treasure that I know can only be you
A treasure that is real
A treasure that’s honest and true
It can only be you.
9th of September 2009
I haven’t written anything in a long time.
I’m such a failure!
10th of July 2009
I’m sorry
I’m sitting here alone
lookin at the phone
thinkin when’s he comin home
i wanna call you baby
say “haven’t seen you lately,
so skip the store just come my way”
***
My heart stops
beating
When someone knocks
pleading
***
I’m sorry
to disturb you
but I have to
Saw the liscense
that led us here
now I fear
he is gone
he is gone
***
I’m crying here alone
and I’m clenching the phone
“I’m sorry sir you must be wrong,
Just called my baby see
he was talking to me
so your story cannot be”
***
“I’m sorry
to upset you
can I ask you
is this cell phone
from the victim
one you know”Alone
He left me alone
Now I’m screaming
and I’m crying
“What does this mean?”
“Ma’am we found this
on his finger,
a wedding ring”
He is gone
I’m alone
***
Then I saw him lifeless
I can’t go on like this
***
Lost my baby
in an instant
without consent
Now my heart
fills with longing
when he’s absent
my love’s gone
my loves strong
“I’m sorry”
(I was watching one of those primetime crime things and it was so terrible and sad, and that is what inspired this utterly depressing song)
Down
Yes it’s kinda depressing deal
reblog with comments plz
The water
is angry
There’s nobody
To save me
I’m going down
Down, down, down
The currents
Are pulling
I don’t what
I’m doing
I’m going down
Down, down, down
I’m drifting out into sea
Without a lifeboat
The more you’re not here with me
The farther I go
Down, down. Down, down
As rain hits
The water
The weight is
Getting harder
I’m drowning now
Now, now, now
I fill my lungs
With water
Breathing’s getting
Harder
I’m dying now
Now, now, now
I’m drifting out into sea
Without a lifeboat
The more you’re not here with me
The farther I go
Down, down. Down, down
Down now
I’m going down, down
Down…down
The sun glitters and it shines above the water
The brightness reaches my eyes
I’m swimming harder
Now, now, now, now
I hear your voice and it screams:
“Please forgive me,
I have such horrible dreams
Without you with me…
Come to me now,
Now, now, now”
I’m drifting out into sea
Without a life boat
Now that you’re here with me
I’ll never let go
I love you now
Now, now,now
Not going down. Down , down, down, down
9th of July 2009
This is strictly for my music!!!